I started writing this post a few days after I found out that I was pregnant with baby #2 because Dana gave me the bright idea that I could just save as a draft, and finally post all my details at once. It was such a great idea. So, here it goes. I am announcing the pregnancy of baby #2. I found out the morning of January 6th because the day before I was feeling very nauseaous. I couldn't eat anything, and even the thought of food made me feel queesy.
January 6, 2011Woke up that morning and peed on the stick. This version of the pregnancy test made a plus sign if positive. It looked like the vertical line was starting to appear. My stomach sank. I turned around as to not "watch the paint dry". When I turned around again, it was definitely positive. No doubt about it, positive. I got the same feeling that I did when I found out I was pregnant with Brooke. Nervousness, excitement, and so many other emotions wrapped up in one. I called Jeremy (I really should wait to tell him this kind of news in person, but I have no patience). I told him that I was pregnant again. His response was just about what I had expected. "Oh wow".
Later that evening, I took Brooke over to my parents house. I dressed her in a shirt that Karina's cousin gave us as a hand-me-down. It said "I'm the Big Sister". So, we went to my parents house and my Dad was taking off Brooke's jacket as I was taking off mine. Brooke commented on the color of my shirt, the color of Grandma's shirt, and the color of Grandpa's shirt, so I thought it would be a perfect time to comment on her shirt. They started looking at all the colors of her shirt, not noticing the letters down at the bottom. So, I said "and what does her shirt say"? Mom started reading..."I'm....A....Big....Danielle!?!?!, you are!?!?!?" It took my Dad a second to figure out what was happening. They all congratulated me and were very happy for us.
January 9thWell, at this point I am about 4wks and 3 or 5 days. I think it will depend on whether the doctor will calculate based on the date of my last period or the date of conception. Last Period - 4wks and 5 days. Conception - 4 wks and 3 days.
During my last pregnancy, I was a nervous nelly. I thought my second pregnancy would be better. WRONG. Still a very nervous nelly. Every little twinge or pain, I get worried that something is going wrong. I will try to remain as positive as I can, but it's hard for me. I always think the worst to prepare myself for it. If the worst doesn't happen, then I am always surprised and happy. Right now, I am not feeling any major pregnancy symptoms. Sore BB's and restlessness at night. That's about it.
I was taking a nap with Brooke today in my bed. I woke up before she did, and was just looking at her sleeping. I got really emotional (okay, another pregnancy symptom). I was emotional about the fact that Brooke is not going to be my baby anymore. She's going to be my big girl. I know that she will be a great big sister, but I want her to stay as my baby. I love that little girl so much, and by bringing another baby into this world (her world) - what I am doing? I hope that I am just making it better. Giving her a companion, a friend, someone to play with, someone to grow up with, someone who will be her best friend when it seems no one else is there, someone to get into trouble with, and someone else to love her. When I was pregnant with Brooke, only my life and Jeremy's life were affected drastically by the new addition. Now, Brooke's life is going to change. She's going to have to go to a big girl bed, change rooms, and I am not going to be able to hold her and carry her the way I do now. She's going to have to be the big sister and walk while Mommy carries the baby around. Brooke is a loving and caring child, and I know that she will adjust to this just fine. She's going to be a big sister....and what a darn good one she'll be.
January 12One pregnancy symptom has crept up....the weepy hormone. Last night, Brooke and I were watching Beauty and the Beast before bedtime, and towards the end of the movie, Belle and the Beast dance to the Beauty and the Beast theme song. Brooke makes me sing it all the time - it goes like this: Tale as Old as Time, Song as Old as Rhyme, Beauty and the Beast. Anyway, when this song came on last night, she grabs my hands, pulls me off the couch, and wanted to dance with me. It was the SWEESTEST thing in the entire world. I started to cry...well, almost sob, really. I kept thinking about how she's not going to be my little baby anymore.
Later that evening, Jeremy and I were watching Desperate Housewives, and for some odd reason I started crying to that show. I mean seriously. Crying to desperate housewives? Wow. Jeremy and I had a good laugh about it later.
January 18So I went to see my endocrinologist today. Since I was able to get pregnant this time without meds, I wanted to make sure that she didn't want to put me on anything while I was pregnant. During my pregnancy with Brooke, the doctor kept me on Metformin because people with PCOS have a much higher chance of miscarriage, and Metformin helps reduce the chance of miscarriage in people with PCOS. The endo said that I am good to go, and don't need additional meds. Yaaay! One less worry, right?
Last night Brooke was sitting on my lap and wanted to do "giddy up horsey". The way we do it, is that I lay on the floor, and she gets on my lower stomach and I bounce her up and down. I told her last night that I wasn't able to do giddy up horsey because I had a baby in my belly. She looks at me and says "Where?". I said, "In my belly", and then she says "I want to see". I just started to bust out laughing. I guess she thinks that I am hiding a baby underneath my shirt.
I am trying to get Brooke used to the idea that she is going to have a baby brother or sister as soon as possible. I don't want it to be a complete surprise come September. I am planning on reading books, talking about a new baby, and go from there. It's sure going to be interesting!
January 25I keep saying that I am going to clone Brooke. She is seriously the most perfect child ever. She's sweet. She's smart. She listens. She genuinely cares about other people. She makes sure that other people's needs are met. I want to clone her and put boy parts on her, and have that be our second baby.
I am very excited about being pregnant and going to have another addition to the Eadens family. But, I am also nervous as heck. We now have to worry about the well being of two children. And since Brooke has really been the perfect child since birth, I am worried that the second one is going to be a handful. I am hoping that's not the case - but I am betting that it is going to be the case. Time will tell on that one.
Either way, I welcome a new personality into the family. Although I keep saying how I want to clone Brooke, I think that would make life rather boring. I would rather have new adventures around the Eadens' household. I say that now...but ask me in about a year or two from now!
January 31stWe had our first doctor's appointment on Friday the 28th of January. I knew the date of my last period, and the date of conception, so I was pretty sure of my due date. However, I wanted to get an ultrasound so I could see the baby's heartbeat, so I told the doctor that I wasn't sure the day of my last period. After doing the regular appointment, he told me to wait for an ultrasound so we could determine due date. The regular appointment went very well...I didn't have nearly the amount of questions the first go around, but I still had a few. We talked about doing a repeat C-Section and picking the baby's birthday. We went in for our ultrasound and there it was - our little peanut. We saw it's heartbeat going strong and even got to hear it. It was perfect. Absolutely perfect. Some of the worry I have been carrying around easily slipped away at this point. It's amazing what 15 seconds of one little sound can do to a person. From the ultrasound, they determined I was 7 weeks exactly which would calculate to a due date of September 16th. So, that's the date we are going with...September 16th.
February 1stOkay, so the nausea is enough! It's going on all day long...and with Brooke, it was not like this. It was just first thing in the morning. I could eat whatever and whenever I wanted to with Brooke, but this pregnancy I just can't do either. I am constantly sick to my stomach no matter what I eat. And nothing sounds good. So, it's a never ending battle. Can't eat because nothing sounds good and then get sick because I didn't eat. It's a no win situation!
February 8thI am getting a little better as far as the nausea goes. I can eat a little more and just thinking about food doesn't make me sick. I am still not 100% feeling better, but it's a great improvement from last week!
I am still feeling pretty good overall - still not feeling like this is "real" yet. I don't know why it has not sunk in yet, but it just hasn't. I think it's because I haven't time to sit and think about it a whole lot. This pregnancy I have a two year old to chase around and play with - that makes it a little different!
At this point, I am 8 weeks and 4 days. The first few weeks went by so slowly, but since I have had my doctors appointment, I am a little less stressed about everything. I am anxiously awaiting my next appointment on February 24th because we will be able to hear the heartbeat through the doppler. At that point, I will be one day shy of 11 weeks, and will probably go ahead and tell work that day.
February 16thWe had a meeting at ResCare the other day about how tax return season was going to go. At this point, I thought it would be the perfect opportunity to tell work that I am expecting another child. I told Daphne, and she was very excited for me. I was really worried about telling work, but after I told Daphne, my fears were eased and I know that I have her support. Most of E&Y still does not know, but I do plan on telling them next week after my appointment.
I am really starting to feel better as far as the naseau goes. As long as I have something in my stomach all day long, I feel okay. But I feel like I am constantly eating something.
My next doctors appointment is on the 24th - one week from tomorrow. I can't wait to hear the baby's heartbeat. Right now, I don't feel pregnant. I feel okay for the most part, so the pregnancy really hasn't set in yet. I am hoping that it does soon - and I know as soon as I feel this baby move, it will be all too real!
February 23Tomorrow! Tomorrow! Tomorrow! I get to announce the news tomorrow after my doctors appointment! Wooo Hoo!! Well, pending that everything goes well...which I have no reason to think that it won't.
I have been feeling pretty good lately - just extremely tired. I think that there is some major "construction" (as Dana and Travis called it) going on down there. Jackhammering and all. The placenta is working it's magic and starting to take over. I guess that is why I have been so tired recently. It comes and goes though.
I feel like I look like I have eaten too many doughnuts! My tummy is just a little more round than usual...and I wish it would either A) not do that or B) just go ahead and pop out to look like I am pregnant. I don't like this in between stuff (which I know will stick around for a while longer).
So, look for this to be published tomorrow along with the baby's heartbeat we hear at the doctor's appointment tomorrow.
February 24thWell, it's official. There's still a baby growing strong in my oven! Went to the doctor this morning, and the heartbeat was very strong. Measured around 160-170 beats per minute. Brooke's heartbeat was that high as well - so I am wondering if this baby will be a girl. Probably ;)
I also posted it on facebook today - so it's officially official...because you know, if it's on facebook - it's real! LOL. So, I am 10 weeks and 6 days today and baby is doing great! Next appointment is four weeks from today to do another checkup to make sure things are progressing normally.
That's all for now!